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August 2026: Season 3 of the Double Dorje podcast has begun.

The posting schedule is still uncertain.

Tips. Travellers’ tales. Perspective. Gossip. Experience. Stories. Wonder.
Putting a bit of flesh on the bones of Vajrayana (Tibetan style) Buddhist practice in today’s society.

Are you curious about Tibetan Buddhism? But how, and where, and when, and all that? Is the water safe? Or have you taken the plunge, but want to plug into it better? Come - let’s enjoy a bowl of dharma momos in the Double Dorje. Chilli with yours?

Special emphasis on Nyingma, Kagyu and on non-monastic practice.

You can find it on YouTube as well as the links below.

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The Double Dorje

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I've been a Buddhist now for fifty years and it doesn't seem at all too long.

But effing fifty! Where did the time go? Then again, I've watched a lot of stuff go down in that time, so I do have a bit to share.

I practiced Kagyu teachings at first, but now I'm pretty much Nyingma - all in modern, \"western\" environments. I know some of the great joys, and also the pitfalls. Ah, the pitfalls!

Here I try to share some of my \"accumulated wisdom\". Not, not, not in the sense of a virtual classroom or a virtual temple, but rather in the sense of sharing across the table of a virtual eatery - the Double Dorje - over steaming dumplings and chilli sauce.

Maybe I can open the gate to some of the magic and wonder. And maybe you'll be able to see some of the traps coming.

Also available on YouTube, LinkedIn and Facebook, but not shown amongst the icons here for technical reasons.

#Buddhism #Vajrayana #Tibet #DoubleDorje

PS This podcast has no connection with the evidently defunct \"Double Dorje\" podcast briefly run a few years ago by Sean Starr and Jennifer Baker of Texas.

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